It has been a long-time dream of mine to be the bottom in a gangbang. Part of the motivation is because in this world, there are so many beautiful men. So many beautiful faces and bodies in varying colors to show admiration for. And being the sexual and honestly lustful man that I am, I allow sex to be a means to show that admiration. With that said, a gangbang then becomes a means to accommodate the “So Many Men, So Little Time” the Miquel Brown 80s hit speaks of.

I don’t need a gangbang to be for all to see, like at a sex party, backroom, or even a video. Nor do I need to write about it in an online journal. I can enjoy the pleasure, keep all the sexy details to myself, and every now and then get off on a flashback. However, due to the numerous -isms displayed within the gay community, there are some gangbangs that I wish for and very much want them seen. As a means to say “Fuck you!” to all those practicing those -isms.

So what are those gangbang scenarios, you ask? There aren’t many. Just 2 actually. But I have strong reasons to want them seen if they could ever come to fruition for me.

Asian Gangbang – The sex appeal of Asian males has long been highly underrated. And while Asian males seem to be making some headway, don’t be fooled. This is mostly motivated by colorism, which I have repeatedly said is a cover for racism.

Proof of this is by how on the social media site, X, if you follow any accounts that post porn, while some Asians in interracial scenes are versatile, an overwhelming majority of what you will see on your feed is an Asian male bottoming submissively. It is the exact opposite of Blacks who have long been shown in porn as aggressive tops. Meanwhile, the scene of Blacks who have bottomed in interracial scenes are posted and reposted a whole lot less.

The other reason I want to be a bottom for a bunch of Asian tops is to say “Fuck you” to the racism towards Blacks displayed by Asians. For the proof is right in front of us. Using the colorism as a means to be accepted by whites, like many light-skinned people of color, many Asian males assimilate the racism displayed by white males. Proof of this is shown by how very rare it is for you to see:

• an interracial romantic pairing of an Asian male & a Black male. You see many with white males, but slim to none with blacks;
• a sex party/backroom tryst with an Asian top & a Black bottom. This is displayed and influenced not only by porn produced by white Americans, but by porn produced by Asians as well.

The racism from many Asians assimilating racist whites is troubling to me for very personal reasons. For the beauty of Asian males have played major roles in my sexual journey. Such as me losing my virginity to an Asian male. One open-minded enough to want me as his bottom, then his top. An open-mindedness seen all too seldom. Leaving my loyalty to praise their sex appeal not reciprocated.

So a gangbang with my Black beauty bottoming for a bunch of Asian studs would be to finally show a group of Asian males who are actual individual thinkers. Therefore man enough to not do those negative (and downright) racist assimilations. Showing themselves to be better than the racism and prejudice they may have been taught in their homeland and/or the white racist domination of media, including porn. It would be a major long overdue “FUCK YOU” to all of those negative mindsets.

International Gangbang – For those who followed me back in my days of doing studio-based porn, you might recall me telling this story.

At one point, I was offered by the ethnic porn company FlavaWorks to have my own video line. One of the ideas I said I wanted to do was have an international gangbang. Since the CEO went for ethnic (and cheaper) talent, he immediately was ready to suggest a bunch of interracial guys with Afro-centricity as part of their mix. NO. That is not what I wanted. I wanted me being a gangbang bottom for a variety of males originally from many places across the globe.

In any case, it never came to fruition because I ended the talks. Not because of the CEO’s wrong interpretation. It was another bad decision on his part. It was yet another strike as to why I am weary of porn producers and directors.

Anyway, bottoming in an international gangbang is still a dream of mine. The “flip the bird” moment is because although there has been some progress, Black males still don’t get to bottom much in interracial scenes. Black males in interracial porn are still for the most part portrayed as tops desperate & hungry to feverishly pound white/light bodies. This is why I could give 2 fucks about Rhyheim Shabazz’s 2024 GayVN win. Because portraying that image, that narrow-minded perception of Blacks born from white guilt is how he “climbed” to where he is. Which is not really a “climb” for us Black men. It just means he now has a trophy for complying to whites fetishizing us.

So if the opportunity to show myself in a real international gangbang were to arise, I would come out of retirement from studio-based porn for it. For it would not just be saying “Fuck you” to the racist imagery imposed upon Black males by white American and European porn. It would also show a room full of men who did not fall for the programming, like so many have thus far. But instead, acted on their own sexual urges to top a man who happens to be Black.

So those are my dream gangbangs. You see why I would gladly allow them to be seen. For it is one thing to tell of my attractions. But it is another for you to see that sexual attraction thought to be so rare played out before your very eyes. Even more believable because you know (now more than ever) my sexual displays are not motivated by money.

Plus, whether performers want to own it or not, porn is a validator for many. So my display would be a validator for those who are hiding their own desires for another adult human being just because of their color/ethnicity.

For this reason, I have no shame in saying that these displays for all to see would definitely be for attention. But it is needed attention. For they need to be seen. Needed to educate and undo decades of misconceptions based on color and ethnicity.

Since no one else seems ready to make that happen, get me a producer and a list of studs with integrity and I’ll make it happen.